Goodbye to my dearest 大姐

Goodbye, I can't cry…I can't look down at your face and cry, because I know if the tears spill over my cheeks this time they are never going to stop. Kneeling before you, praying to god that you are okay is one of the hardest goodbyes i have ever dealt with, I know that your away from the pain, I know that your happy now, I know that nothing can hurt you now, but I also know that I will never see you on this earth ever again. I will never get a chance to say goodbye and I will never get a chance not to cry.